The Reckoning
Before Hearts Across Australia, before the first marathon, and before running felt like mine, there was a public decision to change: one blog, one Facebook page, one weigh-in, and a set of numbers I could no longer dodge.
The early chapters from the no more mr fat guy years that made Hearts Across Australia possible.
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Before Hearts Across Australia, before the first marathon, and before running felt like mine, there was a public decision to change: one blog, one Facebook page, one weigh-in, and a set of numbers I could no longer dodge.
Before running was even a possibility, the change began with deliberately getting out of bed, walking Marble, drinking water, tracking food, taking stairs, and proving that small actions could carry a frighteningly big goal.
The first walks had proved I could start. The next lesson was sharper: DJ Clubfit, Jetts, rowing, soreness, water, sleep, and Britt's feedback turned my body into something I could observe, measure, and slowly learn from.
Before I was ready to run long, the rowing machine gave me a safer way to learn distance: two hours, eight minutes, twenty-eight seconds, one locked-up backside, and the first proof that endurance was becoming real.
The Fremantle 10km Fun Run took the work out of the gym and into public: a race bib, Steve beside me, no walking, 1:14:41, and the first finish-line proof that running might become mine.
Four weeks before the Perth Marathon, the Joondalup Half Marathon became more than a long run: the professional-looking crowd, the too-fast first 10 km, the voice of 14-year-old me, Kian near the finish, and 2:47 of proof that I could finish.
The Perth Marathon was supposed to be the impossible finish line: eighteen months of change, eighteen weeks of training, one cold morning, one brutal hill, a stranger on a bike, Kian near the finish, and 6:47 of proof that changed what I believed was possible.
The week after my first marathon was not a neat victory lap. It was sleep, flatness, itchy feet, a quiet identity shift, and the first clear feeling that no more mr fat guy needed to become something bigger than a running blog.
Five weeks after my first marathon, I sat down to write the post that scared me more than the race itself: the one where I admitted the marathon had only been the vehicle, and that what I really wanted was a life in full colour.
A year after my first public 10 km, I went back to Fremantle with a runner's mindset, a sub-60 dream, friends around me, a Facebook community watching, and a new lesson: the real win was learning to run my own race.
When Kate from Running In The Rain asked about my running dream, the answer was no longer just a marathon. It had become Uluru, London, other people's stories, and the first rough shape of Runners For Change.
A loose, generous running club gave my running another direction: not only changing myself, but running with other people, for people who would run if they could.
Before Hearts Across Australia had a name, a route, a crew, or any sensible logistics, three small sparks turned a restless mission into one ridiculous public idea: Perth to Brisbane on foot.
The crossing did not begin as a charity stunt, but the Heart Foundation gave the mad Perth-to-Brisbane idea a deeper home: my own heart-risk story, Grandpa, Dad, London, and a cause that made the message more than mine.
On Christmas Eve, back in Somerset, I ran the old school cross-country course with Steve. The fields were flooded, the old symbolism was heavy, and somehow the thing I had spent years turning into proof of quitting became wet, ridiculous, and fun.